I guess them without people having to tell me...

I am feeling funny today... and am not quite sure why... might be just "missing" or "guessing"... I sometimes have these things of guessing things without people having to tell me... this is one of the things I know: I do somethimes guess! Maybe not 100% totaly right but I get there... So I guess that is it... I am having a premunition feeling... but of what!?!? Can't quite right say of what... am just feeling it... maybe it will be confirmed later.

In other feelings: I can't seem to be able to find motivation for speeding up this final phase of my phd... aff... I do sometime have another feeling, the "I'm so screwed" feeling... but not even this one makes me move faster.... I wish I could have the strengh.......

Sorry for the "blue" post... is just too many feelings I have...

Things I know!

Am copying this from my FB notes...
I suddenly remembered this brazilian song called "Coisas que eu sei" , the song itself is not magically beautiful but the lyrics I quite like it... and here is a fair translation - it is not a complete translation as there's a bit i don't like it:

Things I know...
I want to get closer to what I think is right, until I change my mind
It is my experiment, my pact with the science, my knowledge, my distraction

Things I know: I guess them without people having to tell me
Things I know: My alarm clock shows the wrong time – press play.

I like my room, my little mess no one can mess with it
It is my point of view, I do not accept tourists, my world is not open for visitation...

Things I know: fear lives close to the crazy ideas
Things I know: If I go I will go like this, will not change my clothing - it is my law.

Sometimes I get lazy in all my mess, the more I mess with it the messier it becomes...
I live in this scenario, in the imaginary; I leave and return to it whenever I fell like it...

Things I know: nights become brighter in the dawn
Things I know: were things I didn't know before, but now I know.